Fighting myself

Out of all the times I've tried hcg I've pretty much kept a log of my weight loss. Today though, I've noticed something that has startled me...I sabatoge myself when I get to this weight point. I've stop and started hCG again and again and when I get to 11lbs loss I for some reason start to cheat.  Eleven pounds loss by no means is the end of my journey, but for one reason or another I become very relaxed, feeling as if a little cheat won't hurt.  Today I'm determine to fight through this day and and continue to progress from this day foward.  Even a little cheat is not worth the guilt. KeeP me in your thoughts this week because I'm determine to defeat the great sabotager, MYSELF.